By AMY WESTFELDT and LARRY McSHANE, Associated Press Writers
NEW YORK - Trapped and running out of air on the smoky 83rd floor of the
World Trade Center, Melissa Doi begged the 911 operator not to hang up. "Can you stay on the line with me, please? I feel
like I'm dying," Doi said.
The operator stayed on for 24 minutes, imploring Doi to keep breathing and
praying, saying, "It's going to be fine" over and over, long after Doi had stopped talking.
Finally, the connection ended. "The line is now dead," one dispatcher said.
"Oh my lord," said the operator.
Doi, a 32-year-old financial manager, died in the World Trade Center's south
tower on Sept. 11. On Wednesday, her voice was heard as the city released new tapes of hundreds of heart-wrenching phone calls,
along with other emergency transcripts.
The tapes recorded rescuers complaining about chaos in the twin towers.
But they also evoked the firefighters' powerful sense of duty, with some struggling to evacuate the towers and others begging
dispatchers to send them to the scene. A total of 343 firefighters died in the disaster.
"We're in a state of confusion," Battalion Chief Dennis Devlin said, standing
inside a command post at the trade center as the towers burned above. "We have no cell phone service anywhere because of the
disaster. ... Bring all the additional handy talkies."
Devlin was one of 19 dead firefighters whose voices were captured on the
1,613 previously undisclosed emergency calls. The New York Times and relatives of Sept. 11 victims sued for release of the
tapes to learn what happened in the towers and what dispatchers told workers and rescuers.
Most of the calls involved firefighters and dispatchers. The voices of 10
civilians calling from inside the World Trade Center were edited out because of privacy concerns.
A portion of Doi's end of the conversation was played for jurors in April
at the trial of Sept. 11 conspirator Zacarias Moussaoui, but this was the first time the operator's voice was heard.
Within minutes of the first plane hitting at 8:46 a.m., firefighters —
some off-duty, some even retired — began calling dispatchers to volunteer their help. Lt. Timothy Higgins, in a typical
response, called at 8:52 a.m.
"We're available for the trade center," he volunteered.
"OK, thanks," replied the dispatcher. Higgins, with five other members of
his squad, made the trip to Manhattan. All six died.
In the Bronx, Lt. Michael Healey called a dispatcher just before the second
plane hit to ask for an assignment in lower Manhattan.
"I was just seeing if he could maybe possibly get us over there, so, just
keep us in mind, over into Manhattan," he said.
"OK," the dispatcher said. They responded, with Healey and five other squad
Devlin, in the lobby of the south tower, provided a glimpse of the problems.
Thirty-five floors above, fire Capt. Patrick Brown reported a chaotic scene of civilians — some with burn injuries —
going down the stairwell as firefighters headed into the fire.
"Apparently it's above the 75th floor," Brown said in the 24-second exchange
barely an hour before the north tower fell. "I don't know if they got there yet. We're still heading up."
The same mix of concern and confusion was evident in other more frantic
"One of the towers just collapsed," said an unidentified fire lieutenant.
"Everybody's got to be inside of it. ... There's got to be thousands of the people inside it. One of the towers just came
down on top of everybody."
One off-duty worker was in tears when she called in to try to report for
"All those people — what about the EMTs and paramedics and firefighters
in there helping people get out?" she asked her supervisor.
"I don't know, sweetie, I really don't know."
Family members complained their loved ones were betrayed by poor communication
that could have steered them outside before the buildings collapsed.
"We're still looking for information for how we can fix what went wrong
that day," said Aggie McCaffrey, whose firefighter brother Orio Palmer was killed when the first tower collapsed.
Barbara Hetzel lost her son Thomas, a firefighter. Although she has listened
to such tapes before, she said, it does not get easier with time.
"It's even deeper and sadder," said Hetzel, who listened with less than
a dozen family members in a midtown Manhattan high-rise.
In March, the city released transcripts of 130 calls from people trapped
in the towers, including only the voices of operators and other public employees. The callers' voices were cut out after city
attorneys argued that their pleas for help were too emotional and intense to be publicized without their families' consent.
Thousands of pages of emergency workers' oral histories and radio transmissions
were released last August. Fire Commissioner Nicholas Scoppetta ordered his department to search for additional recordings
when another tape turned up shortly after the March release.
Associated Press writers Verena Dobnik, Deepti Hajela, Anita Chang, Meghan
Barr, Tom Hays, Christie Hampton and Sara Kugler contributed to this report.